The cold, empty, dark cavern in my chest started feeling a little warmth. Sooooooooo cute.

Isn't twerking the same thing strippers have been doing during lapdances for decades? It definitely brings back memories of my stripper days...

I thought grillz were so 2006...

Pittsburghese in the headline makes me happy.

Aren't the 10 commandments in the Old Testament? Does that mean they don't count anymore? I was always confused about the whole "Forget the Old Testament stuff".

I've seen my dad's teeth (He was a hardcore alcoholic and he has dental problems. Decades of alcohol abuse under his belt. His teeth are not anywhere near as ground down as hers), I have seen long-term coke users' teeth (Again, my dad being one of them. Still don't look that ground down. Mouths of long-term coke users…

I'm a recovering addict and I couldn't tell you how many times I did coke, meth, acid, E, GBL, benzos, etc. If someone asked me, I wouldn't be able to answer, or I would put my best guess out there (which would most likely be nowhere near the truth). Maybe she said 10-15 times because she didn't keep a damn journal…

It IS a silly question. Asking her how many times she did it is a stupid question, too. And it's stupid that people are getting on her for saying 10-15. I'm sure she threw a number out there because she didn't keep a journal of how many times she did it. I was a hardcore addict and did a lot of different drugs and I…

It's obvious from her teeth before she got them fixed that she was doing meth. It is possible that she didn't do coke all that much, but rather snorted meth (plus, meth is 1000 times better than coke. Once you start doing meth, coke is so "blah" since it doesn't last as long and the high isn't as great). Then, she had…

I think I somehow double posted and I'm still getting used to this whole thing (I didn't go on Jezebel for about 4 months, so everything is new to me). SOrry about that.

I did coke quite a few times and I didn't like it. It IS possible she didn't like it. I liked my meth, though and think she did meth a lot more than coke (as evidenced by her teeth before she got them fixed).

Usually heroin is brown.

I thought the same thing. I think it's possible that she only did coke that many times and then went on meth (then add Adderall to the mix of stimulants). Meth is sooooooo much better than coke. I loved that shit a thousand times more than I liked coke. I could easily see her doing coke at first then switching to meth…

That's what I was thinking. It IS possible she did coke quite a few times but mainly did meth because meth is 1000 times better than coke. It lasts longer and the high is better. It was obvious from her teeth before she got them done that she was doing meth. I honestly think she did way more meth than she did coke.

Edited to add: I didn't take my Concerta yesterday when I took my meds and I was still more manic than I am when I remember to take it.

I crochet, too. I just haven't in a while. I'll have to start on a new project. I find it helps really well.

I'll talk to my doctor today, but I don't like just stopping a med. I hate the withdrawals and how I feel. Like I said before, I can't fuck with my meds or else I wind up in the hospital.

I can't just take a random antipsychotic, that's actually not good advice to tell someone. Meds should be taken as prescribed or it can really fuck with your head. Anyway, that'll fuck my head up wayyyy too much and interfere with the antipsychotics I take in my night meds. I'm very sensitive to meds. Out of my 12…

Good idea. I usually draw or paint, but I've been in a slump and am not really feeling it right now. I think I'll try to write and listen to music, that used to help a lot.

Thank you. I have Some Like it Hot on VHS. I love that movie, but no player for it :(