I'm guessing I could contact those who work for Jez more privately and this is going to sound spurt boastful or shitty or whatever. I get it, editors have to follow me in order to not be in the grays. Maybe in the last week, I've had maybe 300-500 recommendations (I don't know, it's probably not much but that's what…

I get that, as I said- nobody follows me. I'm just not followable. Ah the internet makes me feel so uncool (goes back to the loser table and eats my brown bag lunch).

Ha! Yeah I've never been followed. I guess I'm just not witty enough. This system sort of fails too, because I think there are a lot of people that can add to the conversation, and I haven't gone out and actually followed anyone (that I can remember doing).

Didn't people used to be sort of vetted in? I can't remember, but I remember it was hard to even get comments to appear a few years ago. I'd hate it, but maybe testing a flagging system?

And I wanted to explain that to them, as a survivor myself. And yes I'll call myself that. One of their quotes is that "some people just need a little hope and a reminder to get out of their heads." Right. They were just so aggravating..... they haven't a clue. One had a relative that was found by her son after this…

Incorrect. You're an internet troll looking to take out your anger on someone. In fact you created an account, just to spew your pathetic hate, minion shit. I didn't cry over his death, you fucking moron. I went on to say that I shed some tears over something else in relation. And on the other hand, you fucking…

It's an amazing performance. It goes through several emotions seamlessly. I don't know how much of that character was created by him, but it just feels so sincere.

Watch out, don't say the word cry or little online miserable shits may call you names! But seriously, I get it- we didn't know him. But certain things strike a chord with people. This stuck a very personal chord with you, as with me, and I think it's a good thing that you shared it (I probably sound like a counselor…

I think it's funny, the next day, how little commenters like you are taking this and rubbing with it the wrong way. I didn't shed a few seconds of tears over his death. The movie I was watching gets me going, And watching people struggling gets me going. Have you ever she'd a tear over a movie? Sniffled a bit?

haha! Exactly. She was basically saying it wasn't a disease and that people just need "a little hope". It was me against a few very Christian, suburban Texas mothers.

the other person was saying it was selfish, not me.

I logged in via my phone tonight and was thinking- what's this burner crap? 4chan, seriously.

You sound like you need a nap.

Totally on board. This person was telling me that every single person who has been suicidal had the right mind to see that their actions were selfish. When I confronted her with hard facts about how the brain works and doesn't work in this situation, for some people, she said that I was just spouting stuff out that my…

I've got a vest and it needs badges, I think I'd qualify for all the feels, plus troll-deflecting. You can too!

I get a badge?

That scene kills me every time. I'll admit that not only had I seen this movie a good 20 times until last year- when I ended up writing out a psychosocial assessment on Will Hunting and watched the movie 10 times in a week. My other favorite that gives me all the feels:

I've been upset since I heard, and even had debates about the word selfish and all this crap. I've been watching Good Will Hunting, my favorite- and one of his best if not the best performance. This finally broke me down. I got chills and I'm crying.

Ducks are jerks.

I thought I was- but I was not. But it's just like a lot of people who struggle their first year of college. I thought I knew how to do laundry, but I did not. My parents also never grounded me or gave me any real limits- they were really young and let me do my own thing, so having strict rules was sort of a shocker.…