i realize though that the more i explain the more hate i will get as i am not allowed to be sad about it, i can’t really explain to people about the pain i am going through without writing an essay and listing the 50+ people that used me for both money and help heck even pewdiepie used me was a false friend, i don’t…

and having some views on my channel again would motivate me see that as a selfish thing or something not about money though i just want my channel back i want everything i worked for for the last 6 years not to dissappear like it never existed but i guess i have to accept that it’s time to stop if only i could…

i actually like responses like this as it pushes me further

yeah not the channel i’ve been depressed since 2005 but the events of the channel and backstabs and everything i lost thats what finalized it well not finalized it but you get what i mean

no it’s more like losing everything it’s more of the life of the channel but thankyou

yeah not my video thats in that article but thankyou

if you find depressiona and being suicidal something to have a tiny violin for then sure i’ll take that tiny violin

i used to get a ton of features back when my channel meant anything when it was something when i was happy i got like several a month now i have nothing, it’s like theres no point in even continuing i’ve done this for 6 years now and i have nothing to show for it helped alot of people that stabbed me in the back…

i sent my exact video like 3 days ago even two :( is my channel ever allowed to get anything sure it makes me sad but thats life

i’d like atleast a month without having pewdiepie mentiond to me he stabbed me in the back and used me and faked a false friendship i am just trying to get over that

putin was disturbingly identical

bad nintendo bad look what you did (slaps with a newspaper)

it’s skyrim all over again i had a weight of 14 000 in skyrim after the first few missions i tried dropping everything and the game wen’t down 1 fps then crashes

Yeah and youtubers are already streaming and playing the hell out of it and then theres me, an innocent little youtuber who waited forever to show the game and by the time i get to do that everything will already have been shown so today was a sad day :(

thankyou for featuring my video i had a really bad week or month so this cheered me up thankyou :)

I can agree with him here but i can’t help but to feel that anything he says publically is just pr considering i had him as a friend and he ended up simply using me then blocking me when he no longer needed my help, so i don’t at all trust the pewdiepie persona after seeing the real person.

why would you ruin the viper like that? WHY!?

lol a game that would kill your steam account if you lose who would dare to play it

i did a commentary on that game 4 hours reacting to everything once done recording the video turned out corrupted thanks shadowplay 4 hours 40 gb just gone:( well not gone just that the video has a seizure risk

i loved this game though i chose the i guess good ending as thats the way it was supposed to happen all the…

is he under gun threat or something why all the secrecy