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Thanks Pumpkin! 

Congratulations!! We just signed a contract to sell ours. This shit is stressful! 

Good luck!! 

I have arthritis and disk issues in my lower back with a lot of pain. I had a large spinal fusion done when I was a teenager, and just above and below the fusion I have deteriorating disks with a little bit of bulging/pinching.

What a cutie! I love his cheek floofs.

I second what TheWorldWantsMeDead said... it could be your alternator. 111k miles on a car is not much. But 11 years is long enough for an alternator to go bad.

It’s so hard to unfuck! Even hobbies or things that I like to do I have a hard time keeping up with for any length of time, because every interest I ever had as a kid was taken away from me, because we couldn’t afford it. 

Thanks goddess. It’s always so much easier for me to give advice and be kind to others than it is for me to be nice to myself. I would be super happy for a friend in the same position. And I’m happy for us, it’s just hard to trust it and not believe it’s all just going to be ripped away. 

She’s a piece of work, for sure. We’ve been gray rocking her since last November or so, and it’s amazing how well that works! She still keeps popping up and trying her worst, but we’ve learned to not take the bait.

Yeah, that picture was horrifying for sure - totally unnecessary!

I’m interested in this too! The last year or so, every time I’m about to get my period, I get one. I eat a ton of yogurt, which doesn’t seem to help. 

Can you somehow hide behind your sister and BIL? Let them get the requests for silly tasks.

Thank you! The devil is just trying so, so hard these days. 

Thank you! It’s such a weird mind fuck. I’ve spent years in therapy and reading self help books and doing the “deep work” to tell myself I’m worth it, but then when good things happen, it just never feels right!

I am a peach tea fan and luurve it.

Hoo boy. That pink drink sounds great. If anything, I hope she doesn’t get taken for a pyramid scheme ride!

Are you on antidepressants? I avoided them for years, and I know they’re not for everyone, but they have been a life saver for me in the last year. 

I will just be glad when I no longer have to see headlines about this anymore. I have way too vivid an imagination for this kind of shit. 

Re: Sarah’s marketing... that sounds cheesy as hell, but I’m imagining from her point of view it might be a weird thing too. I would rather die that reach out to old high school friends to rope them into something like that. 

I’m sorry you’re having such a bad week. Sending you ((( i n t e r n e t h u g s )))