I dunno if ya'll read this already but it was mildly comforting -
http://www.cracked.com/blog…

I had a bagel and some almonds. I never really have the best appetite, but yeah, eating and sleeping feel sort of like foreign processes at the moment.

Yeah, I pretty much just grab any used ones I find at the local book store, regardless of order. But the characters and world definitely develop over time, so it's good to go in order if possible.

I should be working on the iPad game I've been struggling to finish, but it's hard to get inspired to make cutesy pixel graphics cause it's like "oh yeah, this will make a big difference in the world". But who knows, maybe it will?

Yeah Mort and Good Omens are great. I've read maybe 5-6 others and they're all pretty consistent. Read too many at once and his jokes start to feel same-y, but they're all still a lot of fun.

Ooo, Discworld is a good comfort choice for me. I should go fill in some of the gaps in my Prachett collection.

Spirited Away, Lord of the Rings, Young Girls of Rochefort, Julliette of the Spirits

Yep. I've already reblocked pretty much every site except this one and google, kotoku maybe but even they're posting political shit today. And I'm figuring out how to do the same on my phone and other internet devices. Just gonna ignore the next 4 years as much as possible. But if someone needs me to join the…

Maybe it's just that, even though it's not really her fault, (and it's infuriating to even say but) Hillary might've just been damaged goods, politically.

What about edibles? They're much more gentle, provided you don't take much. Sometimes I like to just have a tiny nibble of a pot cookie every 40 min or so, till I hit a good level.

It'll definitely be "thanks, Obama" for awhile. But I think there's a breaking point, where it's like "you guys have all 3 branches of government, and you're still just making excuses. ugh I'm sick of participating in politics again and I'm going back to live in my swamp"

How about weed? Too much makes me anxious, but a steady dose can usually get me to fall asleep for at least a few hours.

Trump needs to be President long enough for his base to see what a charleton he is. I'm still hoping they have the capacity for that. If they do, and Trump fucks up like we all think he will, we could be looking at much better political climate in 2020.

How much was due to vote suppression, I wonder?
How much to the FBI letter?
How much to the media's constant hype of every Clinton non-scandal, and indifference to almost every Trump scandal?

Yeah but we'd be in Brevard, which I'm pretty sure went red. It's also just, I could tolerate my dad's racist jokes better if we were in a blue state, where he wasn't the norm.

I barely slept as well, and that was with chamomile, melotonin, and klonopin. I'm starting to worry I might develop a benzo dependancy, just trying to not have constant heart palpatations and maybe sleep once in awhile.

Remember your story circles! It hasn't ended - we've just crossed the threshold. Then we will meet with the goddess, atone with the father, and then return to normal society, having changed. It's like, science or some shit.

Everything is gonna turn out fine. Why? No reason. Cause guess what - reason doesn't matter anymore! You can just say whatever you want and then believe it to be true! You can trust me, I'm an astronaut!

Hmm, I want to ignore all news for the next four years, but then how will I be able to record my political punk masterpiece? Or make art that radically reconfigures our cultural understanding?

If Trump starts royally fucking things up, I mean. In such a way that wealthy white men start worrying about things as well.