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hello everybody. I havent been on jezebel in a long while, but i read and posted on an article today which reminded me i should check-in here with my jezzie family. For those of you who remember me, i wanted to let you know im doing much better now. I got out and stayed out. It was so hard for so long but im out and…

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Hi. Thanks for your thoughts. Ive been trying to do alot of the things you mentioned. Taking things litterally one step at a time. But even that feels like so much. And the other things too. On the nice days i try to go to the park to breathe and to feel the sun a little. But then i see so many people walking around…

I know you are right, like my head knows you are right, you know? I know 100% that this incredibly strong feeling i have to call him is an illusion. its steming from feeling so isolated and desperate. I know that in my head. But there are times where everything feels like so so much, that my heart tells me i rather…

I know, i believe you. Thank you..i appreciate your words very much.

: ) i know..one foot in front of the other, for now..thank you

Ahhhh sorry i misunderstood lol im sorry i didnt mean to insult your cake making skillz, i promise!
But yes, thank you. I know. So....nutella it is.

Thank you. I keep trying to repeat that in my head.

Thats nice of you. Thanks.

Thank you, i would definitely accept your shitty cake. cakes are always welcome. In the meantime, ill keep consuming my weekly jar of nutella. Stress eating, obviously, but whatever. Its better than calling him right?

Thank you. Ill keep pushing. I promise.
Before i met him i loved my job. I was living in Cali so i loved going to the beach and driving on the highways and reading. Alot of my friends are artists so it was always good to get a break from the med school world that way. God, I really really wish i could go back to cali,…

I know, i keep meaning to do this but im so short on time...my therapist said she was gona look some up for me but i guess she forgot. I know i could do it myself, but sometimes Im more inclined to do something if isee it as an "assignment" or something. Ill remind her next time. Anyway, i think youre right. I think…

Yes, i did say that last time...its true. Its amazing how your mind tricks you when you feeling stressed and isolated. I wish in those moments I could pull myself out of it, but its so much harder than what it sounds like. But youre right, thank you.

: ) thank you..

Hi everyone,
I dont know how i should re introduce myself. I keep saying im that girl who posted after getting beat by her husband and finally worked up the nerve to get out...but im getting sick of saying that. At the same time though, my continued struggle with that and how its effected my life is the main reason why…

:) thank you...

:) thank you.

Thank you.

Thanks :)