thank you!
i mean i *tried* it of course (for the ass-reducing potential).

but it just seems joyless.

some might say that when one figures out the *why* one’s subconscious places such a lightning thunderstorm premium on unavailability, the untangling of it gets easier.

maybe casual is your true wheelhouse?
and the acceptance of such is the puzzle piece?

therapy has it’s merits for sure. always good to do.

yet it’s also the kinda thing that, once you’ve been through it, know how it works, and can see “the dance”...

it’s kinda like xmas post-santa claus belief.

“One more thing I let his narcissism steal from me.”

maybe eventually, the decision arises to not let that stand...
but soooooo know the feeling as if something might be broken for good.

my last was a narcissist sociopath, rotten to the core, without a molecule of conscience. it’s sucky to experience.

sure the above isn’t - but this *would* be brilliant stealth marketing from tinder...

that’s better than the places that are so dysfunctional, they design and plan their structure, organization *around the fact* that super high turnover rate is a given....

that is seriously fucking awesome.
yay you!

if only that was waaaaaaay more common rather than the corporate unicorn.

not every show is for everybody.

i *love* getting lost in shows, so i’m probably more “easy” in that regards than most. :)

indeed. being a “chatty” without a “chattee” can be *rough*.

some people just *need* to say x amount of words out loud to feel ok. it’s like actually a thing.

it was a great scene.

other really good ones -
the breaking bad finale
the last mad men

*yes*
were you a fan of Deadwood?

the show has those beats
*great atmospheric silences*
like the wire did
like the sopranos did

i think the “trusting it” is the huge part.

certain levels of betrayal just never get right again.

and the people that ruined that part of you really couldn’t give a fuck....

doesn’t everyone miss snuggling a bit?
why haven’t “scandalaous snuggle affairs” become a thing yet?
(and pleeeease don’t go on about the…

I think needles, batteries, duct tape, and single socks all play cards together in a weird illuminati chamber.

by some miracle - the ipad was drool-free, thank u very much. :)

I get it

the proactive balm of disciplined indifference....

whatever the age - still no fun.....

besides - like life in general, *attitude is everything*.

eh - i’m just a spaz who types fast sometimes. lol

(and lives in an icky region with backwards folk)

goliath rocks

BOSCH

“not as excited as I feel like I should be”

this is a wise choice in the modern workplace
way wise to wait to see how it unfolds before you start doing cartwheels just yet.... :)