I think my 15 yo self would mainly be so fucking happy my dad is (and has been for a long time) dead.
I think my 15 yo self would mainly be so fucking happy my dad is (and has been for a long time) dead.
I didn’t know that was true for people with BPD as a whole, glad I’m not the only one. I have issues recognizing the passage of time, if that makes sense, realizing how many years ago which episode was. It makes it hard to relate stories sometimes.
I’m not that much different from what I was like in my teens/early 20s. Except I’m the opposite of you - I had no idea who I was then, and at 39, I still don’t. Maybe I’ll figure it out eventually?
I almost feel bad about it, but tbh 15-year-old me would hear about how my abusive step-father died and be happy. He had a stroke in his late 40s from the drinking that partially paralyzed the right side of his body and left him with the mental age of a 13-year-old and a convenient amnesia of the preceding ten years,…
My 15-year-old self would realize what my current job entails, and immediately call my parents.
Silence yourselves and be quiet. Or I will call the Department of Redundancy Department!
Jason. They’re all named Jason.
Is it weird that this post reminded me exactly of Anita Blake? Her nikes. Oversize t-shirt and lycra shorts. Her beaded black velvet bolero jacket (which hides 2,587 weapons underneath, obviously). HER PAGER.
I love those detailed descriptions of...jeans and a polo shirt with sneakers. It seems as if Laurell Hamilton feels like clothing descriptions are a thing she should have in "chick books" but has no interest in fashion or clothing, so she carefully describes every sporty soccer mom outfit, and then moves on, Anita…
And how she always ends each sartorial description with, "and a [blank] completed the look."
Yeah, pre-"erotica" aka straight up porn Anita Blake. When she was solving actual mysteries and shit with a little vampire romance on the side. All I gathered from the description of her was she had big crazy hair and wore black mom jeans and white Tshirts and white sneakers with white slouch socks and must have…
Oh, Old Anita Blake. I remember reading the descriptions of her Fancy Dress Attire. Slit up to the thigh so she can wear a thigh holster! Jacket with formal dress so she can wear a sword down her back! Boo heels!
And weren't they always inviting the dude over their house which is ALWAYS decorated in florals in shades of salmon & cantaloupe. The effect being both delicate and feminine. And the dude always nods approvingly instead of running & screaming.
They REALLY should fix it. And I would totally do it if a ton of other people would do it with me.
Now I want a day when everyone actually is roguelemming.
Dear baby Jesus in a manger,
Who wants to samba to Poor Unfortunate Souls?
Oh Calvin, that was a dumb move. I can hear it already...
Some of it was weird, but Riker and Rumer got into the spirit of it and were pretty awesome. Some of the older people just seemed disdainful and embarrassed by having to do it.
I love being single. I literally have no desire to enter into a romantic relationship with anyone. I especially never want to live with anyone else. I wish more people could be happy with being alone!