Did you get the discount card? I have shitty insurance and my doc helped me get my latuda down to $15.

Things are always “looking up” but he won’t commit to a treatment plan, so he keeps relapsing.

Depressed. Can’t stand to have the TV on, can’t stand the quiet. Can’t handle the cats touching me. My husband has been asleep for about 24 hours which isn’t even unusual anymore. He says he’s gonna go to rehab, but I know of better than to believe it. I’ve been out of work for a year. I could leave, but the only…

My husband LOVES Lush shower gel and bath bombs and from time to time uses my Bumble and Bumble hair stuff. On the other hand, I like to use his Dove for Men bar soap and deodorant. It's a trade off.

He’s being treated throgh the VA. The have a really good program.

My husband is transitioning off heroin and back onto suboxone this week. At least he bought his shit through dealers who were all users themselves. Fuck doctors who prescribe this shit and know better!

Reading Khloe’s comments was sort of tough. I’ve sp not the Las few years in a relationship with someone who is struggling with mental illness and addiction. He’s doing pretty OK now, and has been alcohol free for over a year and heroin free for six months. He had a rough few days and is actually at the VA hospital…

Husband is six months clean of heroin, which is great. He’s being treated with suboxone, which is not great. He has to go in every morning to get his dose and sometimes talk to the social worker first. When he starts to go through PTSD symptoms he gets frustrated and ends up missing doses and/or going though…

No. Mashed potato sandwiches though

Why did you just say my dad’s name? You’re wierding me out.

I want a job. After all the shit with my husbands relapse, losing my old job, losing our apartment, husbands subsequent recovery, and getting new apartment, the only part missing is me getting a job. I want a job. I have an engineering degree and a good amount of experience and I just want a job where I go in everyday…

I made a recipe of my mom’s for chicken and rice with creamy sauce for me and the fella. Nom nom nom.

After months of turmoil, things have calmed down. Hubby is 30 days clean from heroin. He’s off the streets, back on meds, back on suboxone, and living in a one bedroom apartment while we figure the rest out. His parents are finally being supportive. They’re going to manage his finances while we live apart to kind of…

Waiting for henna to dry. Waiting for Doctor Who to start. Willing my husband to call me. He’s back at the VA, but is so crazy and angry right now. I’m so scared, all I can do is distract myself. I want him to go into residential treatment when he’s done at the VA, but I don’t know if he will.

Today, my husband decided he would rather be homeless than go into treatment. He still says he’s going to rehab, but without a phone or anything, there’s no way for him to set it up. I’m hoping and praying that he goes into the VA, but there’s nothing anyone can do for him now. I’m just utterly miserable. I lost that…

My husband has been struggling with heroin addiction for a few years. By all accounts he is a kind, friendly, sensible person, and yet getting clean has still been a struggle. He has ptsd as well, which makes things harder. He heading in for inpatient care right now. This thing is insidious.

Going on 8 pm and no movement. I still have his last fix hidden for when right before we go, and the ER is 24 hour, but I’m getting antsy. Now he wants to go in tomorrow morning. Deal is he doesn’t get the dose until we’re at the hospital and he fixes there. This is driving me fucking crazy.

Goal for tonight: talk my husband into going to the VA ER and check in for detox. I even bribed him with money to fix today so he can go in high. If all goes to plan, he can stay there and transfer to a 45 day rehab inpatient program. In the meanwhile, I’m moving back in with my parents while I job hunt. I hope he…

Sending my husband to rehab on Tuesday. Last ditch effort to save his life, our marriage, what have you. I'll be moving out of our apartment, terminating the lease, and moving back in with my parents while he's gone, and he'll go to sober living for veterans when he gets out. If he completes treatment and stays clean…

My husbands claim took about a year. It depends on a lot of factors. And once the payment come through, you get back pay. Taking a while to help is still something.