I'm going to stop defending my choices to assholes and just start using the simple but brilliant sign off "because fuck you that's why."

I don't have an answer for you about what you are supposed to do (trying to figure that out for myself after ending a bad 20-year marriage) but you definitely don't sound like you are less intelligent than the average girl. You do realize that the average girl has an IQ of 100, right? That does not translate to a love…