In my most humblest of opinions 2016 can suck a bag of dicks. what. a. shit show. I couldn’t even watch her concession speech. I just read some of the transcript. Every time I picture her face I crumble and I want to vomit up my soul.

I feel the rot of america in the pit of my stomach. That’s the only way I can verbalize it.

that is surprisingly therapeutic I’ve found. I mean we’re SO conditioned to never take that question seriously, or answer with something REAL. Not that you have to go into it every time, but it’s nice to just be genuinely vulnerable when shit hits the fan. Most out there are ready to be empathetic and real with you.…

This week so far has been straight up mourning/shiva/tragedy combined. This just makes me NEED my sister so much. She’s only a few hours away but I don’t see her that much and she is my best friend. I keep wanting to call her but everytime I try I lose all sense of vocabulary and just start to burst into tears. My…

I can barely cook for myself, much less country club  d-bags. (ok I’m sure not all #notallcountryclubbers, badaba etc.)

I will take my black mirror virtual reality hook-up right fucking now.

my sister is in new york marching and I WISH I WAS THERE WITH HER. unfortunately you can’t post videos but it brought tears to my eyes.

for me the bitter anger and rage was most prominent last night and this morning. Now, as I’m watching the reactions, the marches, and it’s starting to (scarily enough) settle in, I’m just really fucking sad. Heartbroken. I was 6 for 9/11 so I didn’t understand the gravity. I have no reference point for something…

march in new york city. waves of people keep coming. my sister is there and I wish I was with her.

can’t even spell I can’t even apparently. 2 anxshush 2 type currectlyyyyy

fuck their white patriarchy nostalgia fever dream.

yup. except within those stages, my shock ALONE has like 10 stages to it

That was my first presidential vote cast. (I was 1 month before 18 in ‘12) and it felt goddamn good. Hillary, qualified, progressive, a fighter. A woman. No one can take that moment away. But now this election will be a cautionary tale for so many years to come it makes me sad. What I’d give to be an ex-pat right…

ugh. Melania. NO. I can’t even imagine this. This is all so unthinkable and it’s happening i have to somehow wrap my mind around it. I can’t eat. sleep. I am thinking about how incredibly hard Hillary worked, and everyone...I can feel the pain of so many people right now. I am all deadweight. I keep thinking when THE…

This made me cry for the umpteenth time today. That’s ok... There’s just no fucking salve for this, you know? no sleeping it off. it says so much about our country. It speaks volumes. I go back and forth between thinking “well of COURSE this happened it was expecting too much of america to make the right call” to just…

I can’t imagine how she feels. I’m can’t even feel my own emotions right now. This is maybe the saddest day of my life. so many thoughts spiraling. supreme court? roe v wade? that fucking wall? our debt? Latinx? muslims? LGBT? everyone?

I’m oscillating between intense sobbing-fight or flight- and too numb to feel.

I know. I feel a simultaneous rage-fever and sickening chill. It’s like food poisoning, only it’s the entire fucking country. I can’t imagine feeling better. This is such an atrocity. It’s not that I disagree with him! Like, oh just another conservative, yuck, hold your breath for 4 years. He is such a petty,…

I hope. I so HOPE that’s true. As a reward I’m just allowing myself to wallow in my pessimistic sludge for a while. But I do hope that it isn’t just a downward slope from here. What happened just speaks volumes and it’s deafening to anything else right now. Morning after shame spiral. Ick.

I’m 22. I’m so spoiled. Obama’s been in office since I as 14, and barely politically aware. I just so *stupidly* assumed we were better than this. That america was slowly, swaying into a more progressive, tolerant place. The dinosaurs were dying out. This seemed like a no brainer.. But no. Watching the alt right fall…