I want to hear about good things. I let some negativity get to me earlier today and I decided I don’t want to continue to let it feed into me. I have enough on my plate. So tell me whats good today, this week, coming up, whatever. I just want to hear happy.
So this is pretty badass! Norma from OITNB fronted a punk rock band in the 70s. Annie Golden front The Shirts. They reguarly played CBGB
My 13 year old stepsister just shared this to her facebook page and I’m so proud Im tearing up over this. This kid is so awesome. She came out as bisexual to my stepmom and dad a couple months ago. I'm nearly 30 and I haven't done that! I think it’s cool as hell she knows herself so well at such a young age. I…
I really want to thank everyone for weighing in on how you feel about your partners after years of being together.
I've been wondering about this a lot lately. Do you still get "butterflies in your stomach" excited when you bone your partner after boning them at least 2 years? Maybe not every time but at least 3 out of 10. I've had friends say they absolutely still feel excited to have sex with their partners while others have…
I'm having a really tough time today. My mom and dad both contacted me wanting to see how I was doing. I haven't responded. I'm fucking mortified. I never want to have to face them again after everything that went down this weekend. I was depressed last night but managed to not snap at my husband so no major fights.…
I don't even know where to begin except to say I cannot believe this is my life. We went to my mom's house this weekend for Easter. My husband and I had been getting along better, mostly because I was still doing what I wanted to do. Sunday morning I had kind of a break down where I was depressed and angry that my…
I wanted to let you guys know that I did end up going out to dinner and I'm really glad I did. Thanks to you wonderful people and a pep talk from a really good friend (Smithwellette I'm looking at you) I decided it was much better for my depression to get out of the house and forget about the Internet for a while. I…
Ii was doing really good this weekend and now I'm back to not giving a shit. And I just can't get myself to want to do anything good for me. I haven't drank anything, eaten or talked to a real life person all day. I don't five s shit about training for a 5k I'm never going to be able to do. More people are angry at me…
just overheard my female supervisor talking to another about some old propaganda for hiring that was found in the basement. For some background I work for a utility that's been around since the late 1800s. The company would hire women but as soon as they got married? You're out. She also found old mailers addressed to…
I learned something this weekend. I think I knew for a while but now I know for sure. My friends from high school are no longer my friends. We had drifted over the years. Me going away to school, them sticking around the area to go to school. I wanted nothing more than to get away from the tiny ignorant town I was…
Therapy is the bane of my existence. I am no good at it. I quit things I suck at so the fact that I've stuck it out for over a year (gah! Why am I not better yet?!) I don't trust, I can't open up, I lie, omit, smile and nod. And here's the thing I'm not sure I'll ever be able to spill my guts. I don't like talking…
feeling pretty depressed today. I have one week of outpatient left and then it's back to the real world in which I cannot function in. I hate everything.
lol now I was a sub sandwich and couscous.
my therapist knew something was up today. She pulled me out of group therapy to talk one on one this morning. I have built some trust in her so it was fairly easy to spill my guts. I walked her thru one of my depression spirals . I told her some of the traumas in my life I've held onto, we discussed ways to begin to…
okay so I'm not doing so hot today. I made it to outpatient this morning. On time even. But my day just got progressively worse. When I spiral I spiral hard. First I wasn't given focus time during group because there were others who needed to talk. I understand there's only so much time in the day and because I'm me I…
I'm supposed to deal with this for years? I'm not strong enough and I just don't want to do this anymore. I hate my brain. It's broken and unfixable. Medications haven't done anything but give me something I could potentially overdose on. Which sounds so good right now. This is too hard and I am too weak. I'm so tired…
I started outpatient therapy last week on Monday. And I must admit I kind of hate it. But the important thing is I think it is helping me. I've already seen myself applying concepts we've covered and even have started to make positive changes to my life.
Hey GT. Thought I'd fill in those of you not on Twitter but my FIL passed away Tuesday. My husband is heartbroken but I am mostly relieved his suffering is over. If you'll remember the week before my grandmother passed away unexpectedly. And I start an outpatient program on Monday.
My FIL is coming home from the hospital today. They're sending him home on hospice care. Our hearts are breaking.
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