hey you. i feel you, i really do. yesterday as i was recounting these memories ( something i haven't done in over 15 years?) , the pain immediately came back. you can't ever forget that fear. i also remember not really understanding what i did to get punished so severely. i was stunned at how quickly the feelings came…

my mom used to hit me a lot when i was a kid. ( i couldn't start to let go of that anger until she asked ME to forgive her ) my mom used to use bible verses against me. there are a handful of bible verses that tell children to obey parents, to listen parents, yadda yadda. there is only one bible verse ( that i could…

all i've wanted from my mother was one of those perfect all american seeming best friend relationships, where you can talk about sex and what not.

i don't hate my mother, it's more like...love mixed with anger, hurt, and still an aim to please her. my mom regrets the abuse now too, but i dunno. i've forgiven her, but you never ever forget.

i was hit a lot as a kid. by my mom, who was just angry at my dad for never being home. i got hit so much that my neighbor called social services on us. it was after she heard me screaming while my mom was chasing me around with a wooden chair in her hands, steam blowing out of her nose.

my mom said that, after my neighbor threatened to call social services on her. ( my mom was chasing me around, hitting me with a wooden chair). i was thinking that whole time "MOM PLEASE DON'T HIT ME ANYMORE".

miss ann thrope, though i will say sometimes she adds some good commentary to a discussion, is ALWAYS telling the writers how they are click bait. doesn't she understand how blogging works?!! also, aren't we supposed to email you guys these sort of complaints or tips?

(i think there is a bit of a difference between someone who has a lot to say, and say, someone who has too much to say. )

vin.. i think you are the same guy that had that live action sequence where you hand ISIS a delicious pork kebab..

seriously..her license plate is in full view.

reminds me of her!

united states army..so proud.

can i add 4. ?

recipe for nutella firecracker please!! ( do you decarb your weed? i've read recipes where people do that, but haven't ever done it either, and have no idea if it is actually necessary)

i wanted to add that , if you have a second pet/family member, it's important that the other one gets to see the body of the deceased family member., otherwise they are confused and sad for a bit.

i don't subscribe to vogue, or any magazines, but i do pick one up every now and then. i did pick up the september issue of Vogue, bc it is the September issue of Vogue. ( there is also a little documentary about it if anyone so cared).

first time i tried alcohol, i found myself naked, and throwing up on the toilet. and sweaty. i remember praying profusely to God ( i was 13) that i would never ever drink again if he would just make this feeling go away.

what was that you said about the missing malaysian airline?

it's called humor.

12 !! what i know about long island ice tea's are those were the drinks that guys would buy girls bc they were cheap, strong, but didn't taste strong.i knew a few girls who seemed to have jello for limbs after 2 of those, but ....12 ? dang!