but it's so weird that he SToPPED - like he already had a soul?

wow since when? since Angel got his back?

I feel like Spike nonvampire was the best candidate to be her friend and everyone else attached due to circumstances but he was the natural most entertaining and pleasing company.

I didn't think she was too good - that's Willow.

I liked that she was in heaven and that he understood that because I found her home life unsatisfying. I was never homesick like the other girls when I was away from home - none of the guys were homesick but the girls claimed to be. Buffy's heaven sounds like my idea of heaven.

I dont think the show promoted vampire love. When Spike got his chip and was looking into a window at vampires free to be bad - one of the vamps looked like him. Sadism ….

ew

well if that song in Once More With Feeling was honest then he knew that he was being used

no I think he likes nice women and drusilla was nice that had been destroyed. And I think that as a human he just hadn't met a nice person - maybe a human drusilla or a buffy - or maybe he's a Nazi like Hitler was a bad artist.

yeah but he was already weirdly frustrated by her from the start - I think that's when it began (Immediately).

was that love? maybe if they dated as humans, they'd be devoted like EBTG but just as vampires hunger for fresh blood, I think that Buffy's goodness plus the fact that he would have liked her anyway if he'd been human destroyed his commitment to Drusilla because maybe evil craves good if only to destroy it. It was…

is that also being spied upon by satellite/toclafane?

I was amazed how clean cut Adam looked minus the mods - kind of like the guy in the basement calling for Makita.

I thought she was amazing and really communicated well as a certain kind of woman who doesn't like you.

why is Willow "still gay here" and not "bi here" on the show?

so the character and the actor make the other guy look bad by comparison?

Clem was really pleasant was that about how some demons have a disarmingly likable demeanor and SEEM harmless?

maybe she's propagandizing

I thought she was a Jewish girl who had been stalked and had her family murdered by Angel and then driven insane and that was the only way she could be into her two Nazi boyfriends.

not the little grade schoolers who told me about the show - but I don;t think they or I knew what rape is.