i am so, so sorry. i wish i could take some of your pain, i can’t imagine how much you must be scared and hurting. if you think you might hurt yourself, please go to the crisis intake at a psych hospital or an ER if you aren’t near a psych hospital. i know it sounds scary and drastic but i went myself for the first…

I am so sorry. Please try to take care of yourself and be gentle with yourself. There is no wrong way of grieving and no set timeline for your feelings. If it’s an option and you feel ready, I would try therapy- it sounds like you're having anxiety attacks. Again I am so so sorry and please remember that Jez is a good…

I don’t know you; we’ve never interacted till now. But your post touched my heart. Drink some water, breathe, go to the ER if you need to. You didn’t cite the circumstances of your boyfriend’s death and they are none of my business. But you are here now. For what it's worth - This internet stranger is rooting for you.

How awful! I am so sorry. I hope you have friends and family to lean on. When I lost my sister, I found a lot of comfort in a support group. Grief is so different for everyone though.Take care of yourself and don’t be afraid to ask for help.

I am so sorry. Please be kind to yourself and know people care about you.

I lost my grandmother about 2 weeks ago and I thought I was prepared and then found out pretty immediately that I was not. Still am not. I don’t really have any words, but I do extend my condolences. Grappling with the impending death of a loved one seemed to be kinda like being slapped in the face repeatedly, it was…

Sorry for yor loss. I still get that feeling that creeps up every now and then like “wow, I need to call my dad, we haven’t spoken in so long!” And then it hits me he’s been dead almost 3 years. It hurts.

I am not one for believing in the afterlife. But whenever I had the need to talk to someone in a different way than in person, I would talk to one of my grandfathers who had passed. It gave me a sense of peace when I would do it. I think you have that with your auntie now. And maybe she isn’t there to hear your good…

I second that, my father died almost eight years ago and I still catch myslef thinking Daddy would know the answer to that question...oh.

I feel selfish for complaining about this with every thing else that’s going on in the world, but I’m at home with my sick cat, who I think I am going to have to say goodbye to on Monday, and need to get it out somewhere.

I got a bit of good news and I wanted to tell my aunt but I remembered I couldn’t.

My aunt had her funeral yesterday. She was given a few different honors by our tribe because of her years of service. Our current chairwoman gave her eulogy. She had a honor guard. Different chairpeople from other tribes stopped by.

Hello Jezzies! Happy Saturday! How is everyone ? I am hiding in my house this weekend because I am cheap and broke and my couch is comfy. Also I have been feeling anti-people lately so I am indulging the desire to be alone.

Beach weather at last!!!!

Dude, you’ve copypasta’d the same comment like several times now in different threads... twice directly to me.

I understand. Plenty in the media however have given her a pass for awful shit she has said. Others have suggested if you dislike her you are transphobic. No, she’s just a total bitch and all around asshole.

Caitlyn Jenner is an asshole, just as Bruce Jenner was. She changed her outside only. I have no idea why she gets a pass on her awfulness.

Completely agreed. And I also hope that she realizes the class (and celeb) privilege that is shielding her from the kind of struggles most trans people in the US have to deal with.

Caitlyn Jenner SHOULD get more shit for her beliefs than her gender identity, since her beliefs are stupid, and she had basically nothing to do with being trans. So, yay, if that’s the way it’s going down for her.

She is involved why? To take the money that is supposed to go to the people who need it again?