Thank you. And oh no, just jogging around the neighborhood (there’s a “nature trail” a block away from my home) and the treadmill for when it got too dark. I remember being so addicted that I went jogging even when it was dark at the nature trail... but then I saw a pair of glowing eyes from the distance... and then I…

I used to jog for about 2 to 6 hours everyday. Only cut it short the day before my period... because, period fatigue! Then I hurt my foot, it never healed, saw a doctor but he just said to wear insoles (already was) and blah blah blah.... definitely affected me mentally, not just physically. Going through a lot of…

Oh, I can... sorta swim! Enough to survive and get a workout, but I look like a drowning husky biscuit with stubs for arms and legs.

Pageants have pretty much always been about looks, haven’t they? It’s why I just don’t have any interest in watching them.

Aww :(

I didn’t know who that YouTube star was before... and I didn’t bother to remember his name from reading the article, so I’m going to continue to do so. What a little piece of shit.

I don’t know how much longer I will have insurance or if I do now, with the time I am taking off. I will call tomorrow and see if I can get an answer from work.

I never had anxiety attacks this bad before. I’d get them whenever his mother invited herself over to our place without asking, but never this bad. Maybe it was just raised blood pressure before, I don’t know - my doctor at the time didn’t help much and threw some pills at me that didn’t work. My family wants me to…

I will definitely look into a grief group. I wish I could do it now, but he died Tuesday and I have to deal with logistics right now. He has no other capable kin (all estranged) and his mother is pretty much deaf (by her own choice) and mentally unstable at times (she’s elderly, but there are... issues.) I’m handling…

Thank you. Sometimes the kind words from an internet stranger are what keeps me sane... or sane enough.

I’m so sorry. Hang in there.

Think my original post disappeared. But boyfriend died Tuesday. The sight of his body will forever traumatize me. Sometimes I think this is just a nightmare and it’ll all be over.

I’m at a hoarders’ home right now. It’s as bad as it looks... and smells... on TV. I’m sick to my stomach and just want to go home, man.

Thank you, Anna Merlan. I don’t care that much about Ted Cruz as I’m becoming pretty jaded, but that shirt looks awesome. Bought one for myself and the boyfriend. First time I ever bought something because of Gawker media.

Nothing like G-Day by spending it with the bf’s idiotic passive aggressive borrish mother. Not to mention V-day, too... JACKPOT, I’M SUCH A LUCKY GAL!!!

Wtf rocket pubes???

Is he touched in the head?

Well well, just found out the boyfriend was upset with me because his mom was crying on the phone because he told her I needed alone time to veg and that I wanted more time for us as a couple. She thinks I don’t like her now. I don’t actually hate her; I just need my / our damn space.

Would you ever eat pickles with brownies?

He gets pissed at her (mostly for other reasons), but then calls me selfish for not wanting to spend every weekend (or everyday) with his mother because she’s lonely... I’m sympathetic, but her being lonely is mostly her own fault - she refuses to get her hearing aids properly fixed / checked and refuses to use a free…