I thought I could. Now I’m not so sure. I’m thinking I should do this & my problems all go away forever. This is a permanent solution to a permanent problem.

I’m trying to see if I can holdout for my Therapist appointment this Tuesday.

Thank you ... I’m tired and con’t do this anymore. What happened (getting conned) took everything out of me. I might be buying what I need tonight. I’ll be better off.

I just don’t think I can do this anymore ... I’ve been trying to keep busy for months. My heart isn’t in it anymore.

I thinking of buying what I need tonight. I really am. I’m fighting it.

I really don’t know if there’s a safe space for me any more. The whole thing about me getting conned took everything out of me. If I hadn’t been on Lithium is seen right through the whole thing.

Thank you ... I’m not sure if I’m going to be here next week but thank you.

I appreciate the thoughts & if I’m still here tomorrow I’ll look into them.

I’m thinking tonight. I’ve been talking to all of those crisis lines ... It just helps for a short while.

I don’t think I’m going to be around that long. I’ve even thought of doing this tonight.

I tried posting earlier but somehow I screwed up the posting ...

I’m late coming into the room ... I ended up driving Uber/Lyft late last night.

Thanks but we’ve already talked what’s going to happen if things come to this point ... strictly outpatient. I’ve done inpatient twenty years ago, even though my experience didn’t match yours - mine was far less terrible I think, the biggest issue I had was the drugs I was given made me not able to really think. I do…

Actually we’ve discussed outpatient solutions. That’s what I’ve been insisting on.

I’m sitting at home alone again, trying to control my thoughts from going in a bad way ...I’ve been out for half the evening driving Uber.

I appreciate the thoughts, encouragement & sentiments. I’m trying, I really am, but I’m going this alone. I don’t have an SO to be there for me. I’m getting tired with all the work I’m doing.

I’m really thinking that I’m going to be ending my life soon. Everyone has a breaking point. I’m reaching mine. This is the only…

Taste of Texas? You’re kidding right?

You left out the Mathatma Ghandi District at Hillcroft & 59. It’s an entire area filled with Indian, Pakastani & Persian restaurants and many of them are great ... in fact Himalaya (an Indian/Pakistani restaurant) was the first place Anthony Bourdain went to when visiting Houston ...

Signed a lifelong Houstonian

It’s Sunday night & I’m scared again, I spent today alone. I went out for awhile to get a few things, relax over coffee & have dinner at a friend’s restaurant (actually it’s Himalaya in Houston, TX, where Anthony Bourdain went to when he visited here, amazing food BTW).

I did okay for a while, but I started getting…

I‘m home alone again ... sadly this is another downer post.

The Carbon 60 Atom is known as a “Buckyball”, it was named in his honor since it resembles one of his domes.

Too late she found out the baby goats were carnivorous ...