Thank you ... I appreciate that. It’s times like this where I really feel alone though. Like this evening ... Even though I know I'm okay. I'm feeling terrified and alone.

I haven’t really come here in quite a while ... for a long time I was seriously struggling with self harm & all I have really been doing is doing my best to actually deal with my issues & keep myself together. I’ve been rarely talking to my friends and literally hiding out even at work, scared I might do sometihng…

I’m still here.

Currently reading Amanda Marcott’s “Troll Nation” it’s given me a better view as to the motivations as to what’s going on in this country... currently listening to Sue Foley’s “The Ice Queen” ... some really nice old school blues.

I’m currently using Wellbutrin, Seroquil and Vitamin B-12 .... All prescribed. We’ve tried Latida & Lithium; Laura worked great for while ... In the end it made me want to kill myself daily no matter what was going on & Lithium was messing with my bladder and made want to use the bathroom constantly. Yuck.

I’m still alive & still here.

Finished James Vandermeer’s Authority trilogy & Phillip Reeve’s Mortal Engines Quadrology (Quintet?).

I’m holding up okay for the moment, but not great.

Thanks ... I really hope so. To be honest I’m stil quite scared over everything.

I just wish I had a few friends who could be there for me ... not to do things for me but just to be my friend. I have a few but for the most part I’m doing this all on my own. That’s the part I think is going to be the toughest part of…

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I’m truly sorry about what happened ... Congratulations on your new family addition.

Thanks ... I’m better but I’m still really shaky emotionally. I’m at a beginning at least. Honestly I’m scared.

Pics of the two recently Lego sets I bought ... I always liked the vehicles ... I’ve owned a VW Beetle (a 2001 version) & almost bought a Mini Cooper.

I’m still here. I know it’s off topic.

I find another rare discontinued Lego set ... This one’s a VW Beetle.

Hi everyone.

My mini VW Camper Van ...

The Lego Ship in the Bottle was a winner last year in the Legos Ideas challenge, where fans submit ideas for a set they built themselves from already available lego parts or parts they’ve modified. The winning set actually goes into prouction.

So far I’ve only done just this one and a mini VW Camper Van set I found on Ebay ... I have two sets I plan to build soon, the Apollo 11 Saturn V & a Larger and more complicated VW Camper Van (I have a lot of sentiment for them, I drove one for years).