I really just want to get away and the con and seeing family is always a good reason to go away. I need to stay busy or else i will analyze this for hours, trying to figure out where things went wrong and blame myself. I wasn't blameless here, but self blame won't accomplish anything.

Basically, things were good until her mother died in July. I've talked about that before. She acted like she didn't need me involved in her life and pushed me away when i tried to be there for her. At one point she said she wanted a break to work through her issues. I agreed that was for the best and went and did my…

I appreciate that. thank you.

I wasn't going to post this at first because i know as a guy i deal with a lot less bullshit than women do in the dating world. But i trust the community here to be level headed and understanding as long as i was respectful. That's why i didn't devulge details.

Thank you.

I am going to find a counselar soon. I need to have someone to talk to, i know that.

It had good moments which made me forget about the bad ones but there were a LOT of bad ones near the end.

I am a man. A husky nerdy overweight man who thought he was blessed to meet someone who put up with his idiosyncrasies and odd hobbies and loved him just as much as he loved her. Now i'm doubting myself and questioning myself and wondering if i will meet someone else. And i know 34 isn't old but it's not that young…

I am single again. I'm not going to get into a lot of details about it but things between me and my fiance have not been great since July. I'm 34 and single again and afraid i will die alone again. Things haven't been good for a while and i thought things could get better but they weren't and i see that now. Back to…

I can get it if they had the cat for one night and it got out. But I'm thinking that's not the case. All I know is once it came back the first time I would cram it in a cage until I could get to the vet. I would not want these people on me any longer than necessary.

I'm @dyloniusfunk on Twitter, real original I know :p

I said right up front the hotel screwed up. I'm willing to give them a little slack since they're staff probably aren't trained on how to handle animals. But by hauling 17 cats into what is essentially a travel hotel they took a risk of something like this happening. To sue for $150,000 is absurd.

How has everyone's week been? Here's what i've been up to. I worked ConOps at the IzumiCon anime convetion in Oklahoma City last weekend. I tried to post this land weekend but the signal in the building was horrible so by the time i posted it there were already a couple of hundred posts. But i thought folks here would…

The hotel manager should have brought the cat to the vet. That was wrong. Frankly if it were me i would want the damm thing to be someone else problem asap. NOW that being said, these people sound like some real entitled people. $150,00 lawsuit because you choose to haul 17 animals with you and one of them got out? In…

I have to go back to the office after a nice week away for Network+ certification training. It was fun to be away while it lasted.

He got better as LOST went on. He and Sun were one of the best parts of that show but they got handed the Idiot Ball near the end.

I tried to watch the first episode because I like both John Cho and Karen Gillan but I couldn't make it through the first episode. I never laughed once. Making Karen do an American accent was just dumb.

But with the presence of actors like Chad L. Coleman (Tyreese), Danai Gurira (Michonne) and Lawrence Gilliard (Bob)

Worf never cried, he just got his ass handed to him every week :P But it was a man about it. I'm also almost certain Zoe Saldana shed a few tears at least once between Star Trek and Into Darkness. Avery Brooks diffidently shed a few tears but mostly it was episodes where he was on planet so it might not technically…

My limited white guy understanding of how shade works is you have to say it to the person to count as shade. #2014JZ000015 clearly was stated long after the situation in question occurred.