I keep hoping for an announcement saying the elections were hacked and Hilary really won.

Exactly. We act as if it were the candidates who at fault. Trump is nothing more than a culmination of awfulness in this country. I hate his supporters. He is and has always been a grifter of the highest order. A close look at his dealings and that lays bare everything about him and his family. The people who voted…

I donated to planned parenthood and then got a lecture from a family member about dead babies. So I donated again, double my original amount, in said family member’s name.

Being estranged from my family is a weird feeling, but I can’t think about them voting for taking away my rights as a woman without nausea so it’s the only way. Nothing has worked, not even Xanax. Sometimes, when my despair becomes anger, I plan the resistance. But other times all I can do is stare at the wall in…

Just a note to weigh in: I am aggressively not doing the things on this list and also drinking.

nah

She was going to prove everyone wrong.

She is the consummate tragic character.

Bill looked so much like he wanted to cry during her concession speech. I was irritated that the camera kept Bill in the frame during her moment, but then seeing Bill hold that pain helped me.

FUCK.

FUCK YOU NOW I’M CRYING AGAIN

Between this and this

And I’ll just cry one more time.

This is modern day Nazi Germany in it’s infancy. We need to stamp it out before it gets too powerful.

I can’t believe this is happening. I can’t believe this is happening. I can’t believe this is happening. That loop has been playing in my head all day.

I feel so stick to my stomach about everything.

The House. The Senate. The Justices.

I’ve been dizzy all day and I just want to hug HRC.

I had severe PTSD from the debates and now I just want to lay down under my desk and cry.

I am walking around today feeling like the pain she is feeling is mine too. It was her loss, it was my loss too and I am feeling it deeply as I struggle not to cry at my desk today. I feel I admire Clinton more than before. We may never call her Madam President, but I think we all will remember her grace and her…