Thank you <3 I am trying just to be the best me but that past year thoughts about my lack of relationships have totally dominated by thinking its like a lazer focus I can’t seem to shift.  

This is honestly my biggest fear in life right now. I’m 21 and no guy has ever been interested in me. It stung in high school but I was able to brush it off as it just not being my time yet but that pain has gotten worse throughout college and now I am once semester away from graduation and have made no progress and I…

All I care about is if Zac and Zendaya get together

My teenage sister and her friends would have a field day with Ivanka.

She is super cute! I did not know that Old English Sheepdog’s were considered endangered.

Is that a bernadoodle?

Thank you. His class just killed my gpa and my soul haha I will def think about how I can reframe it. I do know that if I wasn’t going to do well i wold have gone to the party my crush was having that night haha

They do live together and she has a son who is in his early 30's. It does seem like she has some issues like maybe always wanted a daughter type.

I will thank you.

Thank you. I have been trying to stop worrying about the finals I had to block those final grade estimating sites from my computer though :-/

No but thank you so much! Not only is that a perfect description of me lol but it sounds like exactly what I need

I’m not sure. 1st, they are not even married and 2nd I do not have a good relationship with that side of that family for personal reasons. I would love to fill in more details but you never know who is behind these names.

It really is lol The other day I was joking that the entire state is one big social experiment.

Thank you. I hope so its just this is the first good place I have ever had and its so hard to leave. I just can’t quite picture myself in that first apartment yet and I don’t know what I will do without all my people a few steps away

Thank you I have been trying to rest but after two weeks of next to no sleep my body is pretty wired. I am off duty now so I can try and take some sleepy tea. I am on winter break now but I am going to try and find someone back home

Haha I actually grew up in NorCal some time in the bay and I still have family there but spent most of my life in a suburbgatory further north. I did apply to Stanford because it was my dream school but Berkley was too close for comfort even though I liked and Davis and Santa Cruz didn’t really appeal to me so them…

That was my thing i’m just such a fucking people pleasure and I get anxious when any body is unhappy with me even if I don’t like them and I know that’s something I need to work on but I just want her to back off some

Thank you for sharing that I think it is a good suggestion. And hello fellow former Californian haha And yes escape was on my mind when applying to college. Most of the schools I applied to were back east or at east a state away. i didn’t apply to an UC’s because I wanted to disappear after graduation and start…

Thank you. I have my fb privacy settings locked down and I have most of my dad’s family blocked (long story) and they can see things she posts about me which I am not okay with but I can’t tell her that’s the reason why because my dad doesn’t know I have so many people blocked.

I will. They are coming to pick me up tomorrow so I am going to try to talk to them in the car because I don’t think they will have my sister with them since her hs hasn’t had finals yet and she’s probably studying so we will have some privacy and nobody (including me) can escape “the room”