Congratulations on the beerlympics lol and hopefully there is just so much pressure and I have had a schedule my entire life flying blind is giving me serious anxiety  

Thank you :-) I hope you will be too!

Thank you. I am going to try and focus on the exams for now.

Haha not you from the past but I will make a note on the bangs lol I’m coming around to the idea of maybe taking some time off and applying for either internships and fellowships in DC or teaching jobs for a year or two. Hopefully I can get through finals in one piece...

Thank you and I will get some sleep soon I promise. I am glad to hear that post college years can be so good. Everyone here including me is acting like the sky is falling. It is hard to get some perspective sometimes I feel like I am the only one spiraling. Two of my friends have it all together and my other friend…

Yeah its rough :-( I have a major case of imposter syndrome and I can already feel it firing up again as I start to look into finding a job/applying for law school.

Thank you! I will be sure to do that. I got another page on the thesis so at least that is something.

Thank you for the advice. I’ll look around see if my school’s career center has anything. I just wish I felt okay about anything in my life right now :-/

Thank you. I hope so. We do have a school counselor but I’m honestly embarrassed :-( My parents honestly put a lot of pressure even though they deny it  

Thank you. Yeah I am going to see what can happen tonight and ask in the morning my thesis doesn;t have to be graded this semester so there might be more flexibility there idk. I just feel like a gigantic failure right now and I have been obsessively trying to calculate a worst case senario gpa.

Thank you. I really needed to hear something positive.I think so I know my mom and stepdad (who is a way better parent than my bio dad for more reasons then money) and going to keep helping me out for a while and are helping us some with loans after which I know puts me in a better position than some other people.

Thank you. I am going to go at 1 when the library closes. On law school I just am not sure anymore I grew up wanting to go to law school but over the past year I have been having some doubts but my mom won’t hear anything about it. Every time I have hinted at having some doubts she totally shuts me down.

Thank you. I think I am going to go to sleep at 1 that’s when the library closes (its not 24/7 until tomorrow) I just feel majorly hopeless and honestly depressed.

I’m having a terrible week like I know its finals and life is supposed to suck but i have gotten 5 hours of sleep over the past 3 days and I am writing this in the bathroom of the library as I try not to have a total mental breakdown but I am close. This sounds pathetic but there isn’t even a good spot to cry open…

You are killing me lol I swear its like 10 degrees today. I’ll be back in about 2 weeks for a short break and I literally cannot wait.

Anyone else just feel like screaming?

I can’t help but laugh at the tourists who show in in winter in shorts and a tank top. Like SF can get chilly in July! I mean its not the 20 degree day I am getting at college on the east coast but still! Although, I would kill for “California Cold” right now.

Hmm I’m not really feeling it.

we have both at my college and our baseball team gets into way more shit. Sophomore year I think was what led to us getting a new title x coordinator.

I love Ed Sheeran