move along.

Blerg. Unfortunately, I know how that goes. And I know how great it feels to be finally free of it!

literally go fuck yourself and go to hell for that. You think it's funny my friend blew his own head off? You're a terrible person. No wonder nobody loves you. I hope someone makes you suffer whenyou die...You are a piece of shit.

can you please ban or tell me how to ban psychosis again? God it sucks he hasn't found a hobby (read:suicide) yet.

Wow your post opened up a lot of emotions for me. I've compartmentalized that part of my life for so long because it was just to much. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for your honesty. It helped me more than you know.

You're the best.

more than anything. It would be like Christmas.

You're totally right. It feels good to get it out because I have felt too guilty to talk to my friends about it as they were already grieving their own loss. Now that I'm an adult and have adequate perspective I know, logically, that he was already very messed up (the way he died was very violent, he stabbed his…

this was a bittersweet post for me. I just broke up with my long term boyfriend and a lot of our issues stem from him not dealing with his mom's death. All I wanted was for him to be happy but he just wasn't willing to face it. I wish I could have been enough for him but unfortunately he, like your very smart lady…

I understand the guilt. In high school, I got into a fight with a friend and the next day he killed himself. I will never fully get over it but I've just learned to live without terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach. It's a wound that.never fully heals.

I'm just so, so sorry. About everything. I'm so happy you had the strength to go on after all that sadness. It's a weird feeling to grow up and realize your parents were just normal people who make mistakes and even do bad things. But you are here for a reason, and I'm glad you are. Thanks for sharing :)

I'm so sorry. That is so fucking terrible. He did you a huge favor by being stupid enough for you to catch him.

I feel you. I went on a tinder date last night...newly single and I need help...dude was about a foot and a half shorter than me. Not that it's a big deal, but I felt kind of lied to. It's pretty obvious I'm tall. Boo.

please, don't be so hard on yourself. Everyone does shit they regret. I have done some things I can't even think about I am so ashamed. You seem like a really fabulous person and you should be proud of what you have overcome to get here today :)

I laughed waaayyy too hard at this.

haha says the suicidal sap who cried like a widdle baby. I thought we were in agreement you would off yourself? I guess you're an even bigger coward than we all thought. Haha you can't even kill yourself. Pussy.

cool story, brah.

Well, then save us all the trouble and do it yourself.

Oh, I'm so stupid! Now I get it. I'm lurking around thesaladbowl right now and so far love it...thanks for showing me those sub-blogs!!!

Awesome, thank you so much! And, this is embarrassing to ask, what is a POC?