i prefer nick he is like a friend i’ve come to know and he can hack pretty much anything i hate hacking so much
Right now i have a tad of hope as i’ve gotten in contact with someone at google regarding my project, and they wanted to know more so i’ve sent a description of it now i am just waiting.
No matter how much i want to die it’s never going to happen well not by my hand it’s not, sleeping is a perfect alternative to that, safe easy and well perfect.
Some are stronger than me i guess having lost over 60 000 dollars and gotten stabbed in the back by 50+ people and ontop of that having had an awful childhood and no teenage years at all, it’s hard for me to stay positive infact i am planning on buying sleeping pills and just taking one whenever i wake up, easiest…
Ihate the way it shows the value of weapons and clothing i have like 500 different clothing types no idea whats best, and i don’t want to scroll through the whole thing to look in the corner and memorize, it’s all mixed up too so the best ones aren’t at the top so i am wearing whatever really.
i wish there were more people like you who said this it would make things so much easier as being told that people care makes it harder to decide anything if everyone said it like you then it would make it so much easier
i am undecided on this game i love it but i thinkmetro 2033 nailed the feel of the end of the world SOOOOO much more can’t even be meassured this feels more cartoony and i loved fallout 3 but fallout 4 it just feels old
thankyou it means alot i will keep this in mind and yeah i try to stay positive i just had a mental breakdown was stupid to put it here but oh well
i guess expecting people to be nice is too much then
i will never call a helpline or anything as it won’t fix things for me just try and force me to ACCEPT IT i forbid myself to accept it either i get it backor my life is nothing to me
google zzcool depression or taltigolt depression you’ll see and no theres no sense in wasting time i want the impossible i want everything back that i lost i refuse to help myself until i get that right now i am just waiting and seeing what will happen
mad league
as mentiond no but it finalized the whole thing i was suicidal back in 2006 too
and i am 22 years old that channel was huge back in the days but i used all of it to help people i made every kind of wrong choice you could think of so now i have nothing i had something now i have nothing
i grew up on the internet so i take everything personal internet to me is real life your comment alone pushed me like 1% now that i know you weren’t serious it feels slightly better
yeah i can say right now that it won’t happen i’ve tried it’s not possible to make that choice so instead i just hope something happens that pushes me to it it’s not a “cry for attention” it’s more of a i don’t know what to do kind of thing
Iam weak and stupid that couldn’t say no a sad story about losing your job or home was all it took, if i were to sum up my losses on nothing the last 3 years or so it would be over $60 000, but thats not all i also lost my channel that i worked for for 6 years and thats still not all and people expect me to be happy…
being given comments that what i am going through doesn’t matter at all “get over it” “people have it worse than you” “life is unfair” just pushes me a whole lot further you will never understand the pain and i am too tired to explain it
sorry for what you are going through but just because someone else has it worse than me doesn’t make things easier for me if more people said what you said then i’d be pushed much further and yes i have no business here which is why i am waiting and waiting to finally just end it