SUNY Binghamton was on my list until about two weeks ago, when I realized that they didn’t have my major or any extremely well-known/prestigious extracurriculars related to my major. 10/12 of those schools have it, ~3 are renowned for it (and another one is renowned for that field of study on the graduate level, and…

I had to physically stop what I was doing to process this fucking stupidity.

We can be outraged by multiple things at once- the hood-wearing torch-burning racists and the “Get Out” liberal racists. These fake allies are fickle help (because they say things like “wah the Root hates white people, if my feelings aren’t assuaged then I’ll stop helping”) and are part of the problem. I’m sick of…

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It’s specific intent vs. general intent. From my understanding, murder can still be premeditated with general intent.

I thought I had earned it, though. They told me I was nominated. I thought there was just a fee to claim what I had earned. :/ Damn it, this sucks. I’m not sure if I should go forward with the press release now.

I’m going to be a senior this year. College Class of 2022. So yeah, panic time is now.

I feel so helpless tonight, Jezzies. Back in June, I received a letter from the National Society of High School Scholars informing me that my teacher had nominated me for membership. I went to the website and looked at the benefits- an accolade on a college application, potential scholarships, and a professional…

I have a therapist, but I’d still like a bomb shelter right about now.

I am. I hate rain at all times of the year, but I hate it most when it’s constantly drip-dripping in the middle of summer. Let me wear tees and shorts without having to throw a poncho on, damn it:/

So the justice system was scared that black people were going to riot over a murderer that they let him go free, but now they’re scared that black people are going to riot over hundreds of innocent men and women so they keep killing us.

Yep 😊 I’ve been having a lot of fun so far. No police raids yet, although we did have like 4 orientations about prohibited behavior where they kept warning us that if we broke the rules, we would be sent home within 24 hours and flagged by the admissions committee for next fall’s round of applications. That’s already…

I’m sipping on water because summer college has a strict zero-tolerance policy on alcohol. (Not that that’ll stop people.)

Totally unrelated, but I’m leaving for summer college in about... 7 hours and 15 minutes. I’ll be there for a month. I’ve never been away from family for longer than two nights.

This right here is why I’m afraid of IUDs. Hell, I needed like 20 shots of Novacaine for a dental crown insertion, an IUD insertion would probably be torture.

SU= Syracuse University? I’m going there for a summer program starting in three days and staying there for a month. Anxiety is now on 11 on a scale of 1-10.

What it’s missing is the officer’s murderer’s head in a box.

I have rants for DAYS about this. Not fitspo, which I actually find pretty helpful with quotes like “Strive for progress, not perfection”, but “thinspo”, which literally says things like “Hey fatass, were you thinking about eating?” I discovered thinspo during the summer between eighth and ninth grade (which is when I…

You know how it is when you read about or see a person in pain and you get phantom pains in your own body because it’s just that awful? Yeah, that’s how I feel now. Phantom uterine pain.

I don’t know. I can’t fathom why anyone would kill a random girl because of their twisted bias. She was the same age as me. She looks so much like one of my best friends. That could have been her. It could’ve been anyone this vile piece of shit considered less than human. Between this and Philando Castioe’s murderer…