:O I need to read them again.

I am an old. I liked P!NK well enough, but it wasn’t until I started fixing my depression in my mid 30sdid her music start to speak to me in a profound way. I had tickets to her concert in Toronto, but got a job out west.

We totally do. Even if our icons are grumpy cat.

Note: Ewoks love grumpy cat.

Yeah, my therapist has been amazing and I have full permission to disengage if I need to. I don’t live in the same town and I have people who are like “Oh, that’s too bad”

Apparently some clowns trolled them off the site :(

I’m in Canada, we just had an election and my team (the progressive side) got slammed. People in my family will call me a naive leftist to my face*, so I’m sad.

I haaaate group projects. They are THE WORST. I’m a procrastinator, so i hate being in group projects because I work best at the last minute, however, I also don’t slack off and do nothing. (And if someone says “We need X by Y date”, I have X done by Y date, even if I did it at Y-1.) I learned that lesson in grade 6,…

Long time no see. I’m sad some of our regulars have been pushed out. I am perpetually grey, but I’m still here!

I don’t know, but as a healthcare worker I find it appalling. I flail and scramble if I click on the wrong patient when I’m handling results. And I’m extreeeeemely cautious about sharing anything work related (As in, to my therapist, pretty much).

I have clinical depression. The darkness and isolation are awful. :( I get to the point where things seem like they’re hopeless. I haven’t ever been suicidal, but I’ve entertained the thought that people might be better off without me around. Briefly, but I’ve had those thoughts.

It’s so hard to believe when you don’t believe you are worthy of it.

At one point I had $10 a week for food, and I had to go to the food bank. After years of spending between $15 and $20 a week on groceries, I still feel guilty if I spend more. And I make good money now.

Last year when the snow melted I got a little water in my basement. No big thing.

I call it Chocolate Week :D

And it's REAL happy not fake happy! It's nice to feel alive.

We had to do some pretty intense math in our biochemistry classes. And I have huge problems with abstract math (math learning disability) , but I did it thanks to a great prof.

Holy crap, Jezzies, my medication change worked and I’m not feeling like a depressed person anymore. I’ve cleaned, and drawn, and other than some unfortunate PMDD related angriness, I’ve been pretty much my old self.

I didn’t even like it as a kid D:

Wat. Take your astronomy toys and go home and tell ‘em they can’t use your telescopes. Nyah.

Some of my good friends are physicists! ;)