I’m living in a state of nervous dread. 

You are amazing. I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing.

Not so great! I constantly feel like I am screaming but I’m not actually doing anything but silently moving about my day. I stopped discussing anything political a couple days ago. I am some combination of rage, panic, and non-immobilized catatonia. I want to pull walls apart. I want to physically punch words. I’m not…

I was here on Jezebel, reading articles nonstop. I was just 16 years old. In my life, I felt helpless. I came to Saturday Night Social to post profanity-laden rants about the drama of my high school life. I was stuck pretending to be friends with people who clearly had no interest in being mine, and that fact made me…

I’ve watched this so many times in the last week it’s the first thing that comes up when I open YouTube.

I turned in my ballot to a collection box the day I got it. I just couldn’t have it in my house. I don’t know what my strategy is this week. Try to ignore my phone? Glue myself to it? Sit outside and stare at the sky?

Working and gritting my teeth, reading the paper and getting so pissed/scared at each Dump last-minute environmental violation I have to stop lest I start shrieking at customers, stress eating on my day off.

I was on a business trip in 2016, alone in my hotel room. I was so stoked about the prospect of Clinton shattering the glass ceiling that I’d bought a huge slice of chocolate chip cheesecake and my favorite Lush bath bomb (Lord of Misrule), and a bottle of champagne. My plan was a decadent post-election bath. I ended…

I really just wish the remaining undecideds would just look at who is terrorizing folks, running cars/buses off the road, impeding the vote, and tossing or hiding ballots, then decide to vote against that. Instead, if they’re anything like some of my cousins, they’re busy pretending to be so woke that they miss the…

I think we’re burying the lede here:

I had a moment last night where I thought of praying. I was raised entirely outside of any church or organized religion, and fully do not believe in a higher power, astrology, spirituality, or ghosts. I just have a lot of people that I care about and I haven’t been able to see most of them in months, so I just wish…

We left Phoenix yesterday, coming home to California. On the drive out we passed a 3+ mile long Racist Train of dump supporters on the highway flying their flags, driving cars of all types, from ferraris to pickups to clapped out Miatas. These degenerates have nothing better to do than burn gas driving in circles…

My anxiety is through the roof and I have managed to be so tightly wound physically that I actually pulled the muscles in between my ribs making my sternum very sore. I cannot tell you how I am dealing with the anxiety in my brain though bc I have compartmentalized it into a box which is under lock and key on my brain…

I mean, I’m not saying I’m not going to stress-eat an entire plate of brownies between now and the end of the week, but I’m not NOT saying that either.

It’s strange to face an existential crisis with millions of other people who have already gone through the same 40,0000000 years of this cruel and horrible administration and know what’s to come in the following 40,000000000 years if that thing is re-elected. Crazy times, man

I feel like vomiting also. I posted on another thread that my sister said that “the left-wing media has made a sucker out of you,” even though I am simply reporting facts to her.

Since RBG’s passing, aniexty shot up 1000%. It’s around 9870% right now. I can’t see anything beyond tomorrow’s election. I bet my entire mental sanity on “blue”, but never stopped to think if it rolls “red”.  I keep thinking back to 2016 saying "how the fuck did HRC lose?"

Can’t be worse. I'm in.

Guess I have to preempt Trump’s bullshit by declaring myself president as of right now.