Oh man I understand how you feel man, literally it took me a year after its release to play the game. Not joking, that is how long it took just to play the damn game. But, I loved every moment of it. And yes there are lots of side quests, so many contracts, romance scenes to *cough* appreciate...

isnt it possible to buy ruse from other sites like amazon, newegg, or some other site that can provide the game?