After seeing your other posts I regret being a little too mean. Some of the closest people to me have similar experiences to your and it makes parenting a lot harder when you don't have good "instincts" to fall back in.

I'm so sorry you had that experienced. I suffered from sexual abuse too, wasn't my parents' fault though. I don't wish I was dead and I really hope you don't either. I will move heaven and earth to make sure no-one can do that to my son, and that he can experience the beauty that exists in the world alongside the…

I was sort of abused, and I'm pretty amazed all the time that people are so naive about everything.

That's a whole lotta narcissism, don't you think?

that's why I bought a dog.