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Have you watched the Q doc on hbo? I really want to, but my partner refuses, and we have but one tv. 

Shouldn’t this idiot already be dead because she drank bleach or something? 

The labor dept. jobs were paying more than most here, which was extra depressing at the time.

We totally do! 

Yay you!! That’s fantastic! Maybe do some belly dancing for core instead? I like to remind myself that if I am averse to doing something, I can change it up and get the same result in a different way. But that’s great work and you’re awesome! 

I guess a few of them got extra toasty, but nothing too bad. Couldn’t taste it. There are lots of recipes online for it; I sort of cobbled a few together. 

I have lived in lots of neighborhoods where I didn’t feel safe, but nothing like what you’ve felt. I know what it’s like to not want to walk because of a fear of rape or attack, but not the fear of being murdered by people that would face no repercussions. That’s so heartbreaking to me, and I’m sending you hugs and

Thank you! I’ve had a number of weird injuries that side-lined me too, plus a lifelong one that is getting worse as I age. But I also know that those injuries and pains are only going to get worse if I don’t do anything about it. Which puts even more pressure on me, and has been super depressing, but I’m working on

Thank you for the tips! Yes last year was a total bust for me. I was eating stress eating nothing but garbage non-stop. Also didn’t help that I started smoking weed again because of the stress. My new year’s res was to take charge of my health. I gave up weed, cut back on coffee, gave up sugar. Then I joined this

I know it’s like a wonder drug for mental health, but I also have this totally fucking annoying mental block about it for some reason. Idk what it is, the things in my life that are the most important to me, are the ones I get weird about. Something about not deserving happiness, I’m sure. 

The schedule/regularity of the exercise is helping with that control feeling. My job is kind of all over the place right now, and my home life is completely scattered. Knowing that I’ve put myself on that schedule helps me feel a little more balanced. Writing this out now is even helping me realize that! 

That’s awesome that your knee is healing though! The fatigue is so hard, but I try to reframe it as ‘good pain’. We got this! I’m cheering for you! 

I know that kind of stress, way too well, and I’m so sorry you’re dealing with that.

Why is his face all squinched up and super cute like that??? 

I miss pot too, but it was not good for me.

My first “real love” in college. The whole time we were together I could tell he wasn’t over his high school ex. Then when I finally dumped him for the 2nd time, he calls me up to tell me that he’s engaged to her and, “you were right all along, I just couldn’t see it!” And the asshole apologized for leading me on.

I’m super late to this tonight, but here goes. I have been trying to exercise for the first time in years, like I am pretty much starting from scratch. It’s kind of scary how much strength and muscle mass I lost in my legs in the last 8 years (thank you depression and desk work). It’s super humbling considering I used

What a good boy!!! 

Damn, girl, I’m sorry to hear that. Last time I was on unemployment (a few years ago), it was just such a pain in the ass trying to get straight answers from people that I actually looked at the state’s job board to see if they were hiring. I was so angry I was like fuck these assholes I will get a job there and turn

My partner is waiting for a job to start right now, and I totally get your stress with that. You’re living in limbo. I hope all these hiccups are just that, and things start moving along much more easily for you guys soon.