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Sheesh. That is a fucking nightmare. I have dealt with some real crazy before, but not 4 years deep of it. I hope you’ve kept track of what he’s done though, just in case. I hope he hasn’t done anything that made you feel unsafe!

Eek they both sound pathetic. The ‘how dare you ignore me I’m a man!’ thing is sooooo hot. And what could be friendlier than honoring someone’s wishes and taking their pic off your feed? eyeroll, eyeroll, eyeroll...

I hear that. Why do they have to be so damned lovable that we’re willing to go broke for them? 

Great! I will keep an eye out for it :) 

Sending you virtual hugs mrsbadlose... I went through a similar situation with ptsd about 20 years ago. I know how the quiet can be so maddening. Congratulations on getting some help <3  

Thank you!

I cleaned my bathroom too, recently. I’m not going to say how long it was before I last cleaned it. But depression will make you live like an animal. I’ve been trying to do at least one project a day, no matter how small. I know that probably sounds pathetic to some people, but I was in a deep, deep hole for a long

That’s amazing! I put my whole Biden Bux on the credit card and just made a tiny dent in the debt. Of course part of that is the treadmill I bought, so I don’t regret it too much right now. Congrats of being credit card debt free! 

That’s awesome! We have an old tv I want to rig up in front of the treadmill so I can watch tv or movies. Saying I’m going to walk/run for an episode sounds easier than 30 minutes.

Yay!! Are you going to do it on Friday or in SNS? 

This pandemic has made me realize I’m more of a people person too. I always thought living in a small town was what I really wanted, and now I know it’s not. I need to be around more people. Not necessarily to interact with all of them, but to just be in their presence and have the option. I miss my friends terribly

YES! I remember her!! I did not realize I was prancercising, but I kind of was? I was just walking really fast with a bit of a bounce to the beat and my disco arms.

Do it! I really looked forward to it. I think having a topic assigned was a big help! I was thinking we should just hijack the thread of whatever is posted Friday night. At the end of the work week I’m just not in a mood to read about yet another sexist pig or disaster. I’d rather read about our weird dating habits

Phoebe was cooler anyway.

Just wanted to add, I would be mad about spending 370 too. I was more shocked b/c I know that price means you’re not getting knocked out, and the thought of that gives me a mild panic attack. I can’t handle any more tooth issues. I just reread my comment and realized the “only 370??” sounded shitty. For which I’m

Disco arms, baby! Dance-walk your way to a new you :)

Only 370?? Is that the price without being knocked out? I had a tooth out last year and was so terrified I had to be knocked out. I did get the implant, hello $5k of debt. But I’ve have the implant without the crown for a few months now (getting the crown in a few weeks), and honestly, I don’t know that I would have

I might crawl through a tunnel for some nuggets too if there was also some honey-mustard for dipping. 

Them bugging you is probably directly related to you ignoring them. If you turned around and were like “omg it’s so great to hear from you let’s get together!” you’d probably get nothing but crickets.

This week has been a shitstorm for me too. Today being the first day of spring has been big for me. We went for a walk with the dog, and it was awesome. We have like 6-7 months of cold here, so the changing seasons is so key to my sanity.