I have so much empathy for you. I struggle every day with feeling like a failure, with moods and emotions that are bigger than I can handle, and with those thoughts of self harm. I know how awful, and debilitating, and endless it feels.

The scenarios you’re replaying in your mind are you trying to control the situation. But there’s nothing to control. Allow yourself to wallow but keep interrupting those scenarios so you train your brain to think of something else.

Oh man now you have me going. I just posted a pic of my real life dog, too. Oops.

Yeah, agreed. I commented here so much a few years ago. I’ve been mostly absent for a while, and I feel like if someone who knew me was on here they’d be able to tell it was me immediately. I should make another burner, but I like being in the black, soooo.

We've got it. Keep checking in at SNS, k?

I’m sorry that you’re in so much pain. I’ve been there- the self loathing, the embarrassment. The hurt is new so it’s very sharp. But it will dull in time. Please take care of yourself the best you can.

I'm not sure I have any good advice right now, but I want to let you know that I read what you've been dealing with and I'm so sorry that you feel so terribly. You don't deserve to feel this way.

It’s so easy to see other people as worthwhile, isn’t it? I’ve been borderline suicidal and feeling worthless all year, but I can tell that you’re funny, disarming, smart, and a fighter. I don’t know you, but I admire you.

Hiiiiii love you miss you you’re my fave jezzie.