sunshinebear1234
sunshine bear in a world of grey
sunshinebear1234

It’s a beautiful, cool, rainy morning in my little part of Australia. My headaches are easing (though still very present) and the blood tests and MRI haven’t revealed much at all. Back to the physician on Wednesday, so cross your fingers for me.

I mean, it took me the whole damn season but I finally was able to figure out what irked me about Gigi, so I see what you’re saying. She is clever, no doubt about it, but it sort of feels like she’s ‘bought’ her way into talent. Having a mam who can whip up spectacular costumes is very handy no doubt, but everything

I honestly couldn’t say, but I will bring it up with the physician this afternoon. Thank you! ❤️

Doll, I’m accepting any and all theories at this point! Even tried elevating my bed head with a couple bricks last night. Got so much eucalyptus oil and Vick’s running around this place I smell like a synthetic camping scene. Monday today so I’ll ring the doctors office in an hour and try to get in real soon. Thanks

It’s made a bit harder by the fact that the fevers are so irregular and only last a couple hours at most. I have been measuring every time I start to heat up and documenting it. Just bizarre. I have to make an appointment on Monday with a physician who also happens to specialise in infectious disease and is a pretty

We’re coming into winter now (australia), so airborne allergens aren’t much of a risk. I believe they did test for a few of the bigger ones, but I shall bring it up with the specialist when I see him later this week. Thanks for the suggestion!!

I’ve done 3 different courses of antibiotics, plus a steroid and anti-inflammatories. I rattle when I walk!!

Head and neck. They wanted to check for sinusitis, among other things. 

Another week, another hospital visit. They can't figure out what is wrong with me. On paper, I'm as healthy as a horse - clean chest x-ray, clean CT scan, clean bloodwork. But I'm still having intermittent fevers and constant headaches of varying strengths. I'm getting so frustrated and upset with all this. I just

My gods I love you.

My dad has always referred to leggings and bike shorts as “mutterers”. As in, you can see the lips moving but you cannae understand what they’re saying. Kills me every time...

The surgeon was equal parts impressed and horrified just how cleanly sliced the wound was! The man keeps his axes sharp enough to shave an egg, so it’s no surprise. The chainsaw thing... well, that was years ago but mam remembers it all too clearly. Cutting a tree down and somehow got his shin. Damn miracle he didn’t

Oh, you poor wag. Dental pain is THE WORST. Can you get to a physio anytime soon? They might be able to help untangle the chaos your body has created. 

I am finally (sort of) healthy again! My GP put me on yet another antibiotic through the week because I was really struggling with headaches and body aches especially, and Friday morning I was just DONE. So much pain and distress. Rang my mam, she came and picked me up and took me to the emergency room. The doc was

I love love love preserved lemons. Always have a jar in the fridge. I use them with roast lamb, any Moroccan inspired dish, sometimes just a teensy bit with garlic and truffle oil and chilli in some pasta. So versatile!

Holy shit, I'd completely forgotten that scene!!! 😂😂😂😂 

I will do the hot compress tonight!! Daytime is ok but when I go to bed at night my ears hurt really bad. Thanks for the tip!!

I use an app developed by the Australian government department of veterans affairs. It’s a free app! PTSD Coach Australia. Very simple but I like it. Turns out breathing and visualisation helps me immensely. 

What an odd week. I’ve had a sinus infection and laryngitis for the last 2 weeks, and had to go Round Two on Wednesday with stronger antibiotics plus a goddamn steroid to try and shift things. I am not a happy camper. My sister needed to go to the shops yesterday to buy some winter baby clothes for that little fatty

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