Thank you, similar experience in my late teens early twenties, after stabilizing I appreciate the fear of a return to this person. Media like this and a broader discussion of mental health helped me reach out for professional help as I noticed the decent begin to take hold.  Lack of awareness in my youth made it very…

Wow, I’m glad to see that you’ve kept responding over all this time I don’t think I can say much that would help I suck at giving advice. But I thought I’d put this out there don’t know if you know about it, http://spam4heals.org/us/ it’s run by gamers and originated out of EvE Online so lots of MMO people end up…