Maybe I just have rotten luck. Maybe I have a certain allure to abusive men. But after so many relationships, it's hard to redesign my worldview.

But, in his assessment, if I didn't go he would very likely cheat again

It really is more like a freeze rather than composure- I kind of go away somewhere inside when bad things happen.

My ex, fuck face, made the cheating my fault in his mind and never apologised or showed any sincere remorse

I threw our sex toys out of my car while angry-driving down a highway.

Public Service Announcement: Steer clear of JUSTIN RICHARD HOLD from Frisco, TX (2/21/82), y'all.

I'm not sure I can stomach another man in my life at this point.

He's an emotionally abusive asshole who pretends to be a feminist while being a complete misogynist in private

where the guy said he only wanted women with big calves to message/respond to him. I remember because he was sooo specific..

I speak conversational straight guy. Straight guy to English: freaky = butt.

the slick over the top production that has stolen it's sound from 60's pop music and sucked out what little soul it had to begin with.

This girl is beyond basic

in the hundred or so peers / managers I can think of, only one has a working wife.

these "secret societies" that breed sociopathic behavior.

Just pointing out that there are (in my experience) at least a few decent people in the college mix.

sometimes my sprinklers would be going off at 2pm in August and there was nothing I could do about it

This year, I'm going to pretty much appoint her straight out of the gate to move those dudes along.

That's what kills me about it. I'm physically pinned into the situation and they take advantage of it

there is always ALWAYS this one dude who stands right in front of me while I'm signing who continues to go on and on

makes me vomit in my mouth just a little