You have such a narrow view on what ‘alive’ means, you’re literally saying because I prefer solitude and often prefer my mind over reality there is something fundamentally wrong with me, giving concrete definitions to such existential terms is very flawed.

Honestly your perception that being alone with simply your thoughts constitutes as not existing is extremely misguided.

I personally enjoy solitude, and spend a lot of time deep in thought. I could think of worse fates.

Eh, I’d start with Titan, Enceladus or Europa before we start checking Pluto.