Not sure if you’ll see this, but I wanted to chime in. Another commenter read this as you being tempted to break your sobriety, but it looks to me like you’re thinking of hurting yourself. Please don’t. No two ways about it, what you’re going through right now blows. But you are strong and you can turn this shit…

For whatever it’s worth, it matters to me that you’re here. I hope you’re getting help. Love and hugs from across the Internet.

I am totally impressed with Riff Raff’s commitment to the lower case I.