Frankly I think my mind is trying to compartmentalize my absolute self hate so that I'll be able to do certain things without having a panic attack. So for now the hate for my face is growing that i think I hated it this much only when I was in middle school and I was basically Dawn Weiner. I have a gigantic terrible…

Thank you so much, that's a great practical advise. I'll try to find someone to help me with it.

Thank you, I agree with you on society standard and being enraged by it 100%. The truth is that loving yourself or at least tolerating yourself should have very little to do with it. I don't think any of my friends are ugly because they don't fulfill the general idea of beauty that society tries to shove down our…

I already volunteer and in generally try to act kindly towards other and don't be a self centered shit head, but I'd like to be happy and no matter how much I try to focus attention elsewhere, I feel I have a black hole of self hate inside of me that manages to take over no matter what. I like to think that I'm a…

Hey peeps, so I don't really know how to explain this, but I hate my face, I'm not talking, damn I should just wear more make up and have a little self esteem, I'm talking, I might not leave the house if I see my self in the mirror, I wanna buy a bucket of acid and stick my head in it. I've always hated myself, on…