I wish you were a Jezebel writer (HIRE HER. WTF ALREADY). Your reactions are lovely. Keep being fabulous :)

sedatives are really great. may I recommend Trazodone (i take 50 mg) coupled with low-dose Xanax (0.5 max). You will sleep better than ever. I've been to that place where dying seems like a better option to carrying on. I don't know why I kept going, but sometimes I'm really glad I did. I hope you get to that place,…