I think they’re supposed to be 28-ish, right? Did you have it together at 28? I’m pushing 40 and still have sooooo many questions.

I think that’s the point. I think she’s trying to find/re-define herself and since being the “good girl” for years that was thrown away because of one mistake led her to unhappiness, she’s looking for it somewhere else. But, it’s not natural for her, and as uncomfortable as this episode was, I think she’s figuring…