The fantasy would never go that far. I would fall asleep almost instantly, but this became a ritual for me regardless. I would fantasize in order to fall asleep.

I had my first fantasy at an embarrassing young age. I would lay in my bed at night and slide my pajamas and panties down. I would then place a soft stuffed dinosaur between my legs. I would then close my eyes and imagine myself as a beautiful mermaid who had just been caught by a ship full of pirates.