This is really sweet... thank you. The link is so good! It’s is such a good idea. I can’t believe I haven’t seen in it floating around the self-care-internet-world before! Thanks for sharing it with me. I’m gonna try to find a way to incorporate it into my day-to-day if I can.. :)

uhg...thanks. I don’t feel brave, i feel awful. i miss the boy, especially on a calm fall sunday like today...but i’m horrified for what i did and i know he’s got exams to study for and all I’m doing is fucking up his life. and mine. I don’t feel brave at all. I wish I could go outside and enjoy the sunlight a little…

hey- no worries. as a med student i’m very skeptical of people trying to diagnose anyone else or themselves, because people get really carried away with self diagnosis and they’re usually wrong. but I think in my case that has sort of backfired, because i think you’re right- presentation of mental illness is super…

Hey- Thanks so much for your response. I really appreciate the kindness and understanding. The thing is, I feel like I’ve been aware for SO long. And maybe I’m being too hard on myself expecting it to change in a couple of years but it just feels so like…fuck, I’m ruining my own life. And I want It to stop. I pray to…

so....I think I’m coming to terms with the fact that I might have a serious mental health problem...like, I know i’ve struggled with depression and suicidal thinking since I was really young, like 12 or something, but I’ve mostly learned to control, or at least cope with that. Not the depression or even really the…