I’m on the same page. I found it difficult to hear how the doctor and later John didn’t believe his account of Mary waking up. I had the sense that John was pressuring him to lie about what happened.

I do like it too how sometimes in the middle of everything being completely f*** up all of a sudden there is love and human warmth coming to the surface. In this episode it was the moment when Matt “adopts” the boy.

This episode was really hard to watch. To be honest, I fast forwarded occasionally just to get through the more tedious parts.