I really don’t think so though. He’s catastrophically disabled and it’s in so much pain he can’t walk or even sit. I’m terrified that I’m the abuser in this relationship or if I’m just part of the cycle of abuse because my mom straight up beat and terrorized me until I became bigger than her. I wish it was that simple…

So I'm trying to process a massively traumatizing event at work and it's not going well. My dad attempted suicide or something like right in front of my face and the whole situation is so awful and probably my fault and I have no one to talk to about anything because I don't have any friends. And I don't mean that in…