As someone who has nightmare disorder, I can really empathize with your responses here. Particularly bad dreams can, at times, seem to take on a reality of their own. Thankfully, I get a reset each morning (when I actively forget them). I’m not sure if I could have handled such an extended stay in my own mind like you…

As if I don’t already spend enough time on YT. =). The only person here I’ve watched is Brothgar, and his ONI vids are the best out there. He has a really strong camera presence, and I love to see him grow to the point where he can do his thing full time.