I going to visit family in my first international flight since 9/11. I am trying not to stress out, but with my crazy family and our crazy family problems and the family I don't want to see (who I know will remark how skinny-but-still-fat I've become) and the fact that I was laid off a month ago (and still have no job…

@ManicPixieNightmare: I like Earth Balance and they sell it at my local grocery store. I like it better than margarine when cooking and my whole family uses it (even though I'm the only vegan)