Thank you for the nice words. I’m super reluctant to share in front of tons of people, it seems to get harder for me to open up with anyone else at all because I feel like whoever i’m talking to is judging me and will just eventually write me off. But that’s just the depression talking and trying to get me to not seek…

Thanks. The exercise is really the only thing that has been making me physically feel better. 

Yeah, it low key seemed like she was just trying to get rid of me. Partially because she was working out of Sacramento while I lived further away and we had started doing phone sessions so I would’t have to drive over an hour to see her and pay like $75 every time just to check in, and she could technically legally…

I was thinking about spin classes, but then I started reading about reports of people getting rhabdomyolysis and ending up with kidney failure and i’m a weird hypochondriac so now i’m too paranoid for that.

My psychiatrist for whatever reason decided she thought it was time to wean me off my medication and stop seeing me. I was unsure about it, but thought it might be a good idea? That kind of went to hell and for a few solid weeks I wasn’t able to really leave the house or pull myself together. A lot of off and on…

I’m born on leap day, so when it isn’t a leap year, I have to also share a birthday with Justin Bieber so I feel you ;____;

I’m currently on my “weight loss journey”. I keep bouncing between 184-182 pounds and it’s really frustrating because out of the 39759750937 times i’ve tried to lose weight, I rarely can get out of the 180's zone. I think what i’ve been doing lately has been working, which isn’t obsessing over how much weight i’m not…

O-M-G, I went to the Youtube link for that Super Monster Wolf video so I could text it to my sister and apparently the channel is funded by the Russian government #drama

I feel like I should probably start watching Terrace House, but also i’m scared because I know i’ll get super addicted and i’m trying to get a copywriting portfolio together as well as work on a book so shit, man, I have no time for more addictions.

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I never thought of doing tai chi, but it’s worth giving it a try. I feel like not trying things hasn’t really been working out, so time for a change. Like dancing as cardio. I’m an extremely self-conscious person, but I’ve heard dancing as a form of cardio is effective and trying it out has really helped ease me out…

Good job! It’s really hard, especially the older you get. Knowing that progress happens slowly and buckling yourself in for the long haul is a really good mindset to have, because if we think these kinds of things happens overnight it’s easier for us to give up and feel defeated. 

I’ve been looking into swimming. I was a huge swimmer when I was a kid. For a long time, I thought that if I was going to get into sports at school it would probably be on the swim team but then life stuff happened, yada yada yada.

Nice, thanks for the recommendations! Anything low impact is probably for the best. I really want to jump into those Orangetheory or barre or spin classes, but I feel like I should be a little more used to fitness before I jump into something that crazy. 

I’m on my ~weight loss journey~ trying to lose 56 pounds and so far i’ve lost 3, but even though i’ve only lost a few pounds, I feel good. My focus is more on making healthier habits and working on losing the unhealthy ones (like binge-eating disorder and body dysmorphia and eating pints of ice cream for breakfast and…

Kanye West is garbage. The Kardashians are also garbage. All these garbage people have more money than i’ll ever see in my lifetime, let alone most people’s lifetime. Meanwhile, i’m over here wondering if I’ll have enough money this week to be able to buy toilet paper or if I should just go to the local community…

We get it. You like Carpool Karaoke but you hate that Jezebel doesn’t like it.

Banks is thirsty and jealous 24 hours a day. She needs to go the fuck to bed. 

Yay more garbage people!