I can see Nicki in her dressing room in Angola muttering to herself:

Alone time is THE BEST. As an introvert, there’s nothing as rejeuvenating than being left the hell alone for a while.

Or maybe he felt that it was insulting to share an award with a vapid reality tv star who has literally never done anything for anyone else.

Exactly, South Park put it best that you don't become a good person by transitioning. Bruce was a bad person then and Caitlyn is still a bad person today. The guy shouldn't have called her a man, but this worship of an old vapid reality tv star is really starting to wear on me.

There’s so many lies I tell myself so I can continue to exist in this world without breaking down into a puddle of helplessness. One is that most people are, at their core, good. But shit like this, man... I don’t know.