that's true, I knew she had a lot of emotional problems. And that's what hurts even more about it. I love her so much, and it literally causes me both physical pain and illness to watch her hurt herself like this, to put herself through this, and to accept being treated that way. She's an amazingly intelligent and…

That's the scariest part for me too. I don't meet many people that I'm attracted to or connect with on a deeply personal level. I've only known one other person where it's been there, years ago. My girlfriend was perfect to me in my eyes, I feel like she could have been it for me, and I had to lose her, in the most…

I had a friend tell me I'm not worth the time because I never ever ever let things go.

I want to believe; I don't know if I can. They've never been out there before, not before her.

thank you for the kind words. I've had a hard life growing up so this has kind of hit me deep personally. I had a violent abusive dad, my mom was an alcoholic who stopped caring when I was kid, my stepdad was a violent alcoholic. So after that I ended up feeling abandoned. I've always hated myself, thought I was ugly,…

thank you, I appreciate it. All of my friends think I'm being an idiot and overreacting. They don't understand I loved her and was in a relationship with her. Everyone I know has been trying to diminish that fact for reasons I don't understand. I used to be emotional and handled problems poorly when I was a teen, now…

thank you. I feel like I want to talk about my problems. But I feel like essentially they are trivial. My girlfriend left me a few weeks ago to get back together with her abusive ex boyfriend, a man who broke into her house and killed her dog during a fight. She left me out of the blue for him, it's only been a few…

Thank you, I will do what I can

I used to run and exercise and meditate to relieve depression, but it's not working for me right now

If it comes to it, I will make my best effort to get ahold of them

I'm there, posted an update on my condition in there

I made it there. I posted an update there, it's a little buried.

To everyone who was worried about me making it through tonight, and at least to this post, I'm here. I am not doing well at the moment though. Right now everything that is hurting me at the moment is just crushing down on me so hard. I am going back and forth between crazy sobbing and just screaming. I want to cut…

thank you for this inspirational story, Deadspin.uk.co

thank you very much. I woke up not long ago, to be honest, the depression and anxiety hit me really hard from the second I woke. I'm still laying in bed, I don't really feel like I can get out.

Sorry , I'm still here. I needed to lay down and take a breather for a while.

Thank you, I do appreciate that someone cares no matter who it is

the latter, but I don't really see another way to make it stop.

Thank you, I appreciate it very much.

thank you I very much appreciate it.