I am so so so sorry, man. Best of luck. Being a parent is too too scary sometimes.

I hate to +1 this, and I am only doing so not because I support the hell you're living in right now, but that someone in those dark places may see your final paragraph and get the help they need.

My son is 15 and suicidal. He had some concussions a couple of years back and has not been the same since. He has made three legitimate attempts in the past few months, been in and out of hospitals, on and off of all different types of medications. As dark as it may sound, I fear that it is not going to end well…